Hai... now resting silently at Khaliz's house in Serdang. He's cool enought to lend me a spot at his house for me to stop by. Tak tau bila im going back to Penang. Still on job hunt. Those stupid Kementerian Pendidikan people still belum offer me any job. Tired of waiting. Currently seeking job situated in Putrajaya, Selangor and KL. Malaslah nak kerja kat Penang. Baru offer for a post as a New Zealand consular. Macam jadi duta Malaysia at New Zealand. Hope i get it. Its about time that i leave Malaysia behind. I got nothing to look forward over here.
I can't start thinking about my messed up life now. If i tried to, my migraine attack will come again. I don't know for how long i can hold on. Was miserable last night. Luckily Khaliz was there to offer help. Syasya also managed to call. Tired to face this miserable pain again and again. Hope i can find someone to take care of me soon. Screw those people that say u'r phethetic if ur writing expressing on an issue about this. I'm sick and that's it. I want to live a normal life without having any migraine, any heart problem, any chest pain. Its depressing. Damn!!! hahahhaha.
This might be my last entry. I don't know. I'll constantly check the tag board for any future messages from any of my friends. I'll try to reply. If i can't, sorry ya. I'll try to finish my short story too. All are invited to read my stupid writing by clicking the "dead poet" link.
Finally, before i end this... i realize that... i have fallen for someone. She's nice, but lately... ntahlah. She's far away, sebab tu yang susah kot. Altho i don't actually care wasting money on her, hahahhaha. Senang nak suka kat orang. Hhahhaha. Guess, i can only see u away from here. Hope that u'll be happy. It was nice talking to u. I had such fun. I feel happy talking to u. Hhahhaa. It was fun and interesting. Ur smart, lovely and strong. Your smile was a sea of colorful coral and fishes... perfect (waahhh... ayat!). Hope yr future will be full with joy and laughter. Be strong. It was nice to know u. Walaupun sekejap. You will meet your handsome prince nanti... hhahaha. ketawa lagi, hahha. Hhahhahha.. jiwangnya mamat ni. Hhahaha dammit... i'm sick. I can do anything that i want. Hhahhhaha. Never really beranikan diri to talk about this before. Hahahuahauahuahuaa. Gila lah!!! (if u know who u are... i'm sorry to do this to u... but just hav to... for i am living on borrowed time, i beg for your forgiveness. This might be among the stupidest thing i've ever made. Hhuahuhahahaha)
Enough said... love, peace and empathy.
Hope to see u all again in the near future. I hope.
Mohd Saiful Annuar, signing off... take care!!!
(if anybody ever need me, just send a msg thru the tag board or send it to, surf_explorer@hotmail.com or batak_explorer@yahoo.com. )
p/s: Moky... hope e'thing's cool with yr UTM problems. Everything will be fine. Kalau tak fine pun kita leh go to Moscow/Germany/France together. Start life kat sana. Hhahahhaa. Raya pun takyah balik. Hhahahaa. I'm cool with it. hahhahaha.
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