Saturday, December 10, 2005

Running on low

Mom is trying to play cool...but deep down, she's not. I myself are trying to pick myself up. Sure is different without a father figure in the house now. Damn... i just couldn't find what to write anymore. In the end... all i can do is to pray for his best.

Mom is now looking up to me and has brought up the question of my future. Nak cucu dah pulak. Ntah la mak... no ideas.

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"Now i feel, i'm going older,
And the song that i've sung, echo in the distance,
Like a sound, of a windmill going round,
Guess i'll always be a soldier of fortune".
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"
Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
Whatsoever I've fought off became my life
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded and I'm doine time
Cause I fell on black days

Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now
Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down
I'm a search light soul
They say but I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
Cause I fell on black days
How would I know that this could be my fate".

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