A Blurry View of an Outsider
By Bobby Cardozo
Slowly sit and slowly breathe,
Eyeing movements before i sit,
People are talking, most try to boast,
Peeping hot at the awkward host,
Drink,
toast,
senses,
close.
Walked around the corner, hiding,
If someone smile, what would i ask,
Everyone's laughing. i panickly looked,
I smile grimly, they look unpressed,
Heart,
stop,
mind,
crash,
I closed my eyes,
mumbling deep, but mouth - shut,
wanted to talk, dare not to speak,
Every move went stiff, every words in mess.
Senses cloud,
heart doubt,
need to be out,
have to be out.
Life is in mess now... tolooonnnggg.... :)
"Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am
Vindicated" as performed by Dashboard Confessional in Vindicated
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