Diary Of A Madman (poem)

A Diary Of A Madman
by Bobbo Cordozo

Angst driven,
fueled by rage,
descended by fear,
through rough nightmares.

Equip might,
mounted punches,
eagerly awaits.
the tyrants roar.

Running through,
the forbidden route,
beseiged the past,
he roared unmasked.

Untamed feeling,
unmould depressing,
the tiger's falling,
encaged,
growling.

The king is down,
endlessly he frown.
bindly he was,
restrained,
detained.

For now he's dead,
No one would ever bother,
For someone u'd looked upon,
You threw him down the sewer.

And this was the life of a savior, that
you took him all for granted
a tool, a fool, he's cheated
yet never he'll be remembered

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Kawan, kawan jugak tapi apa gunanya kawan bila tak mampu tolong kawan lain. Kenapa
bila susah baru kita cari kawan? Kenapa bila sunyi baru kita cari kawan? Kenapa kawan
yang kita cari dulu bila ada masalah? Hhahaha... ntahla. Bila senang... gembira. Adat
manusia. For how much i have tried to changed this... semua org tak lari dari benda yg
serupa. Harap2 i would never do this to all my fellow friends, for they were the only thing,
i've ever had. Bukan senang nak jaga hati kawan kan?
Fariq Azad, Nazarudin, Moky, thank you. You all have been very thoughtful. Tak kira
senang-susah, u'd be free to call or msg (kecuali Fariq Azad, kedekut - hehehe).
Always reminded myself that i still got something to hold on.

Ni apa mellow sangat ni.

Hhahahha. Bukan apa, been thinking a lot lately. With all those tsunami's, earthquate la, war la...fake Quran la, hish-- i can't stop wondering, Hari Qiamat is getting nearer. Still, i haven't changed. Been worried a lot. Kawin pun belum... betul ak Bigg (Fariq Azad) hehehhehehhe, ko yg nak kawin sgt kan? hehehe.

This writting bukan ditujukan untuk sapa2 but to myself really. Bukan nak menunjukkan emosi kepada semua org, bukan nak menunjukkan kelemahan diri pada semua org. Kita cuma manusia, kita buat silap. Kengkadang buat silap yang sama again and again. Hahhaha.

Signing off...

"anak itik tok wi, mandi dalam kolam, sakit apa tok wi, sakit sendi tulang" dipetik daripada lagu kanak2 dari Malaysia vol. 3
(hehe... takde ingat lirik lagu apa nak ditulis, so... hentam je la)